My Life On Earth
Throughout this project we explored and studied a lot of different philosophies such as existentialism, predaermininsm, and freewill. I was baptized this last summer so I always had the gut feeling that God has a plan for me and God will fullfil that plan as long as I obey and glorify his name. I was open to the other philosophies and I was scared to share my true personal philosophy because it is religious. I wanted to sell that I beleived a different philosophy but I couldn't lie. I chose my real personal philosphy because I realized I shouldn't be scared of being persecuted for being christian and that I needed to share what I beleive so that others may be influenced to beleive as I do.
I learned a lot in this project, what and why others beleive in different philosphies and why I beleive in my philosophy. As I read through all of the information, watched vidoes and conversed about philosophies, I had a gut feeling that God has planned the best life for me. I mostly realized this when I was doing my LINK internship at Celebration Church. I felt like I was fulfilling my purpose and that God brought me there for that realization. My belief of my personal philosophy grew stronger and stronger throughout this experience. No other philosophy clicked and attracted me as much as the Christian belief. I have grown closer to God throughout this project as it has been a trial to my faith. It was almost like different godless philosophies were trying to be sold to me and it did at times make me question my faith. I was not as strong in my faith during this project and it was upsetting to realize it after the project. Once I was on LINK and remembered my true faith, I had to be honest with my project and write my turn personal philosophy.
This project has left me in a confused part of my life. I am unsure of my path after high school, whether I go to a normal university or go to seminary to follow the path of pastorship. My biggest question is one that only God can answer, what do I do next? I have to be patient with God and not be confused but be faithful. I also try to find situations that I experience with my life in the Bible. So always on the back of my mind, is the answer to this problem in the Bible? God speaks through the Bible and he often surprises me with how accurate everything is. There is always the worry of existentialism on my mind, what if God isn't real? I have to just trust that he is, I've had undeniable experiences with him and there is no doubt in my heart that he is real. My mind sometimes wanders to the other end of the spectrum and it's hard to keep my faith at times, but I just have to trust my heart and trust God.
I learned a lot in this project, what and why others beleive in different philosphies and why I beleive in my philosophy. As I read through all of the information, watched vidoes and conversed about philosophies, I had a gut feeling that God has planned the best life for me. I mostly realized this when I was doing my LINK internship at Celebration Church. I felt like I was fulfilling my purpose and that God brought me there for that realization. My belief of my personal philosophy grew stronger and stronger throughout this experience. No other philosophy clicked and attracted me as much as the Christian belief. I have grown closer to God throughout this project as it has been a trial to my faith. It was almost like different godless philosophies were trying to be sold to me and it did at times make me question my faith. I was not as strong in my faith during this project and it was upsetting to realize it after the project. Once I was on LINK and remembered my true faith, I had to be honest with my project and write my turn personal philosophy.
This project has left me in a confused part of my life. I am unsure of my path after high school, whether I go to a normal university or go to seminary to follow the path of pastorship. My biggest question is one that only God can answer, what do I do next? I have to be patient with God and not be confused but be faithful. I also try to find situations that I experience with my life in the Bible. So always on the back of my mind, is the answer to this problem in the Bible? God speaks through the Bible and he often surprises me with how accurate everything is. There is always the worry of existentialism on my mind, what if God isn't real? I have to just trust that he is, I've had undeniable experiences with him and there is no doubt in my heart that he is real. My mind sometimes wanders to the other end of the spectrum and it's hard to keep my faith at times, but I just have to trust my heart and trust God.